How do i begin this..?
I mean its the same feeling when u enter a class for the first time. It isnt the knowlege of being a new student which sends those jitters across ur spine but the moment, after all those days of sub-consciously waiting, when you enter that classroom for the first time....In that moment you know wat it feels to be excited, scared...apprehensive...curious.... all at the same time...
Its as if all those pent up emotions suddenly appeared out of nowhere and merged into a cold lump that went thru ur throat n fell in ur stomach... like a punch in ur guts...
But then come to think about it.....the emotions u go thru when u start ur own blog are not of the same measure as those... infact it feels more safe...
you can hide behind a display name... write or spin stories ...watever u want without having 2 go thru facin the prospect of having several pairs of eyes on u....
Everybodys got somthing to tell here...i m a lost cause in those teeming millions....
its much safer this way...
this blog myt b that old moth eaten blanket that i can bury my thoughts in ...n den either have them grow into little offshoots of new stories 2 come...or let them become the fleeting ghosts of the past experiences...
ironicaly...it all depends on me...the new student..
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