Sunday, February 21, 2010

out of nowhere blues...

Sometimes...when nothing has gone wrong...in fact everything has gone perfect ..and is still in the same track of perfection... I dont know abt others but I definitly have gone through this strange phenomena where...for no reason ...I just start feelin low..

i mean its as if things just got rudely pushed off their track of perfection and sent tumbling downhill... and the worst part... you just dont understand wat was it that got u depressed in the first place...!!
its a bane for me... to not be able to explain to anybody... what do i tell them when i myself...have no logical conclusion to this sequence of events..

and once you are in that phase of the so called depression, you just start mentally accumulating your long forgotten baggage...from remarks or comments that you got a few minutes ago .. to... permanant oroblems you suffer from regarding other members of the human race...
Its as if all wounds....fresh or old hav been ripped apart all at one time... its the greatest mental discomfort of all times..

and when somehow u ride through this unexplained emotional event in ur life... u r at a loss still den... because u stil dont realise wat it was that set it off in the first place..!

Somehow...sometimes... a human mind can play tricks on itself... without ever letting it know wat the trick was...

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